At first I felt a little pressure that may be I am not worthy of this camera and the photos that I capture would possibly be utterly hopeless. But after I started to take a few photos, I felt right into the groove again (minus the full mobility of my right shoulder, she's still a bit sore and stiff).
What I realised is not that I am not worthy of this camera but rather, what an amazing camera I have in my hand that allows me to capture my ideas easier and introduce me a few new things that I usually do not try to do.
At the end of the night, I felt bewildered and blessed.
I felt like I can achieve anything with this camera and she would not let me down.
I felt more connected to this camera than any others that I have used before.
PS: the price tag possibly have some sorts of psychological effects on me and causing me to be more delirious than usual, that or the painkillers I am on :p